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Jul 22, 2004
..Thinking..

Who's to say how far is too far?

I'd rather know for sure than just think I know

Cuz I'm thinking we've crossed some line

What line? I have no clue

Maybe the line between right and wrong?

Or just friends and more than friends?

I can't get into anything right now though

I've told you that but you don't understand

I can't say I really do either

It's kinda sad I confuse even myself

You're so good to me though-you really are

You treat me how I need to be treated

How I've always wanted to be treated

Why do you have to do that?

Why did you say you loved me?

I'm such a bitch to you

I told you not to say it...

I'm afraid that you actually mean it

You shouldn't-I don't deserve it

I wish you didn't mean it but you do

You didn't say it to get something from me

That drives me insane

You said it because you feel it

Why are you so good?

I want to say it back but I won't-I can't

We're just friends and that's all we'll ever be

Even though you want more

Even though I might too...


Posted at 12:10 am by kinkz87
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Jul 5, 2004
Feeling sorry for myself

Tonight I sit on my front step alone

Staring up at the sky as it darkens into the night

I wonder where you are, what you're doing

Are you thinking about me?

I hope you are, but I would never admit it

I know how you feel about me-you've told me

And I can see it in what you say, what you do

How you treat me and act towards me

I disgust myself with the way I act sometimes

You open yourself to me and I push you away

You offered me your heart and I stepped all over it

The harder I try not to hurt you, the more I do

You're always initiating thing, but I don't stop you

I feel like I'm leading you on, but you say I'm not

Don't kid yourself cuz I'm totally using you

Using you as a substitue boyfriend

Using you because you're convienient

We can have our fun without the strings

Just friends. Friends with benefits

Thats all I want but you want more

I wish I wasn't, but I think I'm falling for you

I can't do that-no matter how good you are to me

So I'll just sit here...waiting for you're call

Wondering who you're with, what you're doing

Wanting to forget all about you


Posted at 01:38 am by kinkz87
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